I NEED THESE LENSES!!
BODYLINE IS KILLING ME
I WANT THEM SO BAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD<3But my money wont let me..
Jus 24dollars...that 17euro!!!!!!!!I WANT THEM
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DAMN.....
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I was just wondering..
Everyone must have been in love for one time in his/her
short lifetime as it is right now.
We can all remember our Highschool butterflies.
And I know..that I have had butterflies flying
around like crazy in my stomach..But that's a long
time ago. But what I do wonder..
Would there be anyone out there..who used to have or has
a crush on me? Like this highschoollovelikethingy?
I doubt is..But im just curious.
Beste groep 1,
Bij deze, zoals beloofd, de cijfers voor de brochures. Ik was bij jullie erg tevreden over het resultaat: jullie hebben verreweg de beste brochures afgeleverd. Ik heb jullie voor de brochure van Brouwer een 7 en voor Verkruisen zelfs een 8 gegeven.
Het verschil zit hem erin dat de brochure van Verkruisen qua lay-out en afwerking (met name op gebied van formulering en spelling) net wat sterker is dan de brochure over Brouwer. Ook de gekozen structuur komt bij Verkruisen net iets beter uit de verf.
Inhoudelijk zijn ze allebei in orde. Vrijdag krijgen jullie hierover nog iets uitgebreidere feedback, maar jullie kunnen dus zeker tevreden zijn.
De cijfers van PCS laten toch nog iets langer op zich wachten. Ik reken er zelf op dat ik de beoordeelde commentaren en de kranten vrijdag bij me heb.
Vriendelijke groet,
Marjolein Bolster
Alweer blij!
Jammer dat mijn tentamens kut gingen..nu maar wachten op de uitslag
Bwaahhh...I've got a fever...and it sucks..
Not only because I feel sick..but also..
because I have an important exam today.
I haven't really got the time to do some
learning..because I'm sick...so...
I hope for the best of it.
And..if I fail..I'll do it again.
Thank God for make-up to make you look less
disgusting.
Yesterday I wanted to buy a foundation brush.
So I went to the store(feverish) and asked for
a foundation brush. The shop assistant gave me
a very expensive brush from Leco(a famous dutch
make-up artist with his own brand blablabla..)
and I told her I didn't want to buy a brush for $75,-
because I don't know the quality of the brand.
Which I think is normal..You won't buy a car for half a
million if you don't know the quality of the brand.
But the shop assistant was just screaming at me;
YOU DONT KNOW THE BRAND? EVERYONE KNOWS LECO!!
AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW HIM..ITS A SHAME!!!
I looked at her...and I didn't even felt the need to
explain myself. I just turned around and went to another
shop assistant who was, just as me, shocked by the reaction
of her colleague. She gave me an alternative foundation brush
for $25,- instead of $75.
And when I got home..It did his job as I wanted it too.
And I wanna chance my hair..bangs or no bangs?..
I dunno...:(
Ik kreeg net een mailtje van mijn Organisatie docente,
naar aanleiding van 1 van onze eindopdrachten als coachgroep;
Beste studenten uit groep 1,
Een mail met goed nieuws en een compliment!
Jullie hebben de M&O-opdracht met een voldoende afgerond. Ik vind het jammer dat ik geen cijfers kan geven, want anders zou het zeker een 8 of 9 zijn geworden.
Jullie hebben heel hard en goed gewerkt, ik hoop dat jullie dat kunnen vasthouden in blok 2!
Succes met de tentamens en tot in blok 2.
Vriendelijke groet,
Ellie Lukkien
IK BEN BLIJ
Looks like I'm only here to post pictures:p
I only recieved some unedited pics..but I like them
OK..so this morning I have had another shoot with Tiffany..I think
she's grown as a photographer since the first time we've worked together.
And..I really like her in person.
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I also have exams next week and the week after.
Next Tuesday Judicial methods and competence.
and the week after General introduction to the law.
And I'm really afraid of not passing them..
And..I think I'm not passing them..
because I'm afraid...I know I sound like a moron..
But I just...wanna pass my propaedeutics (if possible pass with credits)
this year..and not the year after!!..
awww..well..tomorrow and monday...I can't be reached on phone or mail or
stuff...cause I'm blocking for my exams
The autumn break is good for me..to do some
creative things..
have done 4shoots in less than 2weeks;
and made some nice pictures myself;
I think the result is kinda good..Im happy with it!
For a noob who doesn't earn any PS skills..and ms paint
is still my best friend..and I don't earn shootingskills
but..a nice cam and some studio lights did help me.
Ow..and I did the visagie/styling and decor and..almost
everything for those pics..and...im proud*smile smile smile*
Today I had a shoot with Tiffany Peters.
It was nice and we talked alot..
I know her for...like 6years now..
and she asked me to do some shoots
for here.
I've already got some un-edited pictures
back;
This one I've changed the color a bit.
I'm looking forward to see the pics of
the shoot I did last saturday..even if the pictures
aren't good..I still had great fun.
I know this was one of her first time
shooting a model(she's normaly makes concert
pictures),
and she's still in school and stuff..
but I love to help her out with projects.
And I had lots of fun while shooting.
Next Friday I have a shoot with Angelo..
I guy from University..it's for a project we do
in school...
We're gonna shoot in busyness suit..
so it's kinda new to me as I mostly
wear alternative clothing while shooting.
And in the autumn break I'm gonna shoot
with my favorite photographer again.
ILU<3Harmen!!!
I've got the same feeling as Charlotte about lolita
at the moment.
I'm losing my love for the style...
And actually..Idunwanna...
It's just that I miss the old days..Idon't know..
And I'm thinking of not wearing sweet anymore.
I wanne do some goth and classic..ofcourse
I'll still love pink..but pink and black is also cool.
I WANT MY INSPIRATION FOR LOLITA BACK!!!
Some people shouldn't have..
and
Some People should have..
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My uncle was burried last thursday.
It was sad...
But it's all over now.
Rest in Peace now.
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Yesterday evening I went to a party.
It was a housewarming party from some
friends who live in a squatted building.
I don't agree in all points for them living
in a squatted building with a baby..
but well...it's there choice.
It's not that the child suffers from being in
a squatted building..cause the bilding is big an
doesn't fall appart or so..everything is working
and...it's just like a HUGEHUGE house.
But about the party;
It was very nice to see some people I hadn't seen
in years..We talked and talked and time flew..
Maarten made Applepie..but not normal apple pie..
It was made with cocacola and chi herbs. It was
SOOOOO Nice..I never want another applepie..
just that one!!
But I went home early, because I had to get up
early the next morning.
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And today..it's raining..
and I have an outdoor photoshoot-_-
Ah..well...
I think it might workout..
This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
We ain’t nothing but fight and shout and tears
We got to a point I can’t stand
I’ve had it to the limit; I can’t be your man
I ain’t more than a minute away from walking
We can’t cry the pain away
We can’t find a need to stay
I slowly realized there’s nothing on our side
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears that we can’t deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they’re bad
Tell them it’s me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Another night and I bleed
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right
Find a new one to fool
Leave and don’t look back. I won’t follow
We have nothing left. It’s the end of our time
We can’t cry the pain away
We can’t find a need to stay
There’s no more rabbits in my hat to make things right
Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can’t deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave *THIS mess behind
Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they’re bad
Tell them it’s me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad
Thank all of you that responded to my last post
I love you girls<3
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I'm not as happy as I would like to be..but that's
obvious..
But I did found some distraction yesterday when I saw the girls again.
They all looked soooo daaaammmnnn pretty!
I had fun yesterday.
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And I confess;
im an addict..
And if you think..oww...thats notTHATBAD..
than..you must know..it's just 1/5 of what I've got-_-
I need therapy..
So much going on...so litle time..
Yesterday the borther of my grandfather had to have an operatian.
We call him Uncle Josh.
He would get a stoma because a couple of weeks ago they'd
discovered that he has cancer in his darms and it pread al
the way up to his stomache..
This stoma would give him another 2 or 2and a half years to live
but in the end it would be a lost case.
My grandfather had visited him last thuseday and he seemed very happy
because he felt like he was given some extra time to enjoy live/his wife/
his children and his grandchildren.
We didn't hear anything yesterday..so we thought..the operation must have
been sucsesful.
Yesterday evening I went out for a drink...
I'd planned on just having a drink and then go
back home. But when I arrived..
all of my old friends were there..and it was like
a high school reunion! HOMFG how I miss my highschool
time! It was sooooo much fun! We'd talked for hours..
and it felt so good..
Some of them I hadn't seen for almost 3 or 4 years.
Some are having children of there own.
But when we talked and hung out..it felt
likte time had turned back..like the last 4years had
never happened and everything was just the same as it
always had been. Live was easy back then..
No worries only goodlife.
But when we talked we also spoke of the oldfriends
that weren't there...
Homg..I really miss my buddy..
Yesterday I realised what kindoff impact it has had on
me that he passed away.
I was there for him, when his grandmother was murdered
and I was there at her funural.
But when he passed away..I couldn't bring up the respect
to go to his funural. And I think it's more than 3years
ago that he died..but still I havn't been to his grave.
Still cannot accept the fact that he's gone..
He will always be in my heart.
And I came home at 4am..and went to sleep.
I woke up early and watched some tv.
Than the phone ring..it was my auntie...
letting us know that uncle Josh had died this
morning...
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School is buissy..and I don't feel like doing anything.
I'm still hoping to lose more and more weight.
I did lose almost 15kilo sinds december..but though
I do feel more comfy with my body..I still don't like.
Hahaha...well..maybe I'll lose another 10kilo like...Poof
swing that magic wand!!!
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Since I lost some weight..I do get asked for photoshoots
more often..I don't know if it's about the weight..but
I keep telling myself so.
Next week I have 2 shoots. One with the theme; Red riding hood
on Alcohol..I hope it will be fun
and the oter shoot..well..we will improvise..
Hope something beautiful will come out.
And the week after that..I have a shoot doing some
buisness suits.
Homfg..I realllllly wanna do something pin-up ish
Pin-ups need curves yes/yes?
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I do look forward to Sunday..Last months I've seen the
girls much more often than before..
And I really like going out with them..
It just feels good.
For the first time..in a while..
I feel like I belong..
Not belonging to a group or so..
But..well it's just a feeling.
For the first time in a while
I do feel happy..And I like to hang out
with you girls!
I know I'm a complex person..and some
of you may think I'm weird..but I just don't
feel comfortable to talk about my feelings and
stuff..it just aint...I'm a loner..
probably always will be..I hope you'll understand.
Dont mind my spelling and stuff...Im in a hurry
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GO CHARLIE IT WAS UR BDAY AND WE MADE A PARTY LIKE IT WAS UR BDAY!!<3
Ok..so yesterday it was Charlies birthday party!!
Ofcourse I went to Charles, together with Rox!
We arived at charlies place..her mother picked us up with szhee car.
And than Charlie took us to candy mountain..
and there was a someone who had pucked cupcakes allll over
the table..and we went decorating them..HAHAHA
And then there was an evil monster who came after us..
And was all like WHAAAAAAAAAA;
But then DIRTY ED appeared and saved the day;
EVIL CAKE MONSTER...IM GONNA LICK YOU TILL U DIE FROM IT!!!
And then Charlie came..and said; LET THEM EAT CAKE..
and we all ate cake..exept for the boys...cause they're dull
After we ate cake...we went to boozalopolis...and it wuzz nice<3
But after the trip to boozalopolis..we made an awefull mess..
candy mountain was no more.....
We helped Charlie to clean up candy mountain..
We ate some noodles..at charlies noodlebar..
Charlie dropped us off at the station..
And than she went off to drink cocktails with the
Hot tall guy and the cute sean*dunno how to spell*
And we off to home...
The end
(ow...and Suuz also deeptroathed a peniscake...movies will follow later)
(Sugar in the cupcake turned dirty ed..into a sugary dirty fairy)
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Pre-concert;
I went to a Rockabilly concert yesterday evening.
HOMFG..I had SOOO MUCH FUN! Even though I
was all alone..I enjoyed the concert as much as
I hoped I would.
I was dancing and having a good time..
and suddenly I recognized an ugly face in the crowd.
This guy..I used to bully at highschool..
I was such a bitch at high school..
this guy...ow...gosh I could drink his blood..
ow...how I hated this guy...How we hated eachother.
I used to tease him...untill he cried from it..
he tried to bully me..but..I couldn't care of what he
said..so it didn't have any effect on me.
He even went to an expensive self-development course abroad
during the Holiday...but when he came back..
It was like it didn't help him a bit...
So..he came to me and said; Hey..Josephine..
how are you doing. And I was like..I'm fine.
And he kept asking the same question hoping to
hear from me, that I wasn't doing well at all..
or something like that. But after answering the
question for the fourth time, telling him
that I was actually doing great..he gave up hope.
Than asked him, how he was doing..he didn't
even answer the question.
He looked at me and said;
I became what you always predicted me to become..
I am a garbageman
I looked at him and I laughed at him straight to
his face for like 3minutes or so.
Ow GOSH...HOW HE MADE MY DAY!!!!!
I asked him is he was serious..and he confirmed.
So I laughed again..
After my joy reduced it self to innerjokeness,
he looked at me and asked me what I was doing
at the moment, and I said; Well, I'm a law student,
and actually I'm doing very well..having everything
well arranged..Got my own apartment.
He just stared at me...and said; Ow...
turned around and walked away..
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Concert;
The concert was one of the best concert
the band gave in years. Fire forks..good music
and nice hair..
I was dancing my ass off..came home at
02.00am..still dizzy from dancing.
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B-day shizzle and meetings
I would love to go the B-day party of Charlotte,
but I'm not sure if I can afford myself the train ticket.
And I feel the same about the Hime-meet..
I don't think there is any chance for me to
buy a train ticket, go to a movie, shop, and go
out for dinner..
Well..I hope I can at least come to Charlotte's
B-day! But...sorry if I let you all down.
e
Small update;
School is ok...I thought it would be hard to get used to,
but the only thing I find hard is to get up that early in the morning.
last friday I went to Kipjes b-day. I had soooo much fun.
I really loved to see the girls again.
that weekend I stayed at woxjes place.
It really makes me feel good to stay at her place.
The saturday we went to IKEA to eat cheap meals and wander
around. I had so much fun in the IKEA like ftw?? I hadn't
been to the IKEA since I was 6years old..
of course I had to buy some cheapness shizzle for my home.
Bought some really coolishness lamps for in the living
room. But they turn out to be dark red...more like a red light
district:p...but I love them.
When we got home we baked cupcakes<3 Chocolate cupcakes and vanilla<3
The sunday, woxje gave me acryl nails.And I LOVE them.
But the weekend was over to soon...
Monday I got home...
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Thank you all who commented on my last post.
It really means a lot to me.
Thank you for your support.
yesterday was my first day at the new school.
I was very nervous...cause I had never been to
the school before..even though I'd applied 0_0
So it was a bit of a gamble for me..
I didn't know what to expect...
I didn't even know if I would like the school at al.
The way down there..went nice and smooth.
Could find it easily and took me only 45min
with the train and the bus.
When I arrived it all felt ok.
Everything was so well arranged!
First we met up with our classes.
I'm in REV-1C, cause I was one of the
first 100 that applied for the study.
After we met up with the class we had an
introduction to our new study and a tour in
the school..so you wouldn't get lost.
but...well...its...kindoffabigmotherfuck
It's like a freaking village...it even has its own lil
shopping mall..like freaky shizzle...
After the tour I had the chance to talk
something with some girls from my class.
They're nice and stuff...
but...I dunno..
it's like...
they're not stupid or something..
Idunno..maybe pretending like they're not
that smart?
It started with this girl.
She had to look my name up in the register.
My last name is 'van den Heuvel'
and she was like...I can't find it..
do I have to look at the letter v or d or H??
LIKE FUUUUUUUUUUUUU
You never search for last names at the prefix!!!
HOMFG that's something you learn at the ground school-_-
But..hey...I'm not prejudiced..this was the first day
at school..so what the hell.
Today I went to the funeral.
It felt as everything came to it's end.
In a good way.
I'm happy now.
I can go on...like I know I should.
e
She passed away this morning.
She didn't even make it to the day they
picked for euthanesia.
I won't be online much the upcomming days.
may she have rest now...
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